My midterm for Engine Graphics just ended...
Sad to say I failed. Out of 4 I drawed 2 and that is already half the total marks. Addition to that, it is impossible to get both questions full marks so my chances of failing this midterm is 99.99999% guaranteed. I took 3o mins for the first question and regretfully, the rest for another one...
After the exam I felt like punching or destroying somtehing but there is nothing available for me to punch. I went home filled with sadness, regret, anger and frustration and in the end, it all turned into tears. Tears I cant contain, cant stop. Without saying a word I went straight to my bed wept hardly but silently...
Having not taken my dinner, I decided not to torture my body after experiencing the trauma in my mind and went with my group of friends to eat late dinner. There, I slowly regain my composure and here I am typing this. Well, I better rest...today was a long day and tomorrow will be as well
(Comparing just now and now, I am feeling a whole lot better coz just now, all I wanted to type was F#ck this and F#ck that)