Well this post is not a post about how the movie Max Payne was...okay...did not really meet my expectations compared to the trailer and game...and there will be Max Payne 2 judging from the ending.
This post is also not about a girl (Maxis promoter) checking me out when I was in Tesco hunting for a fax machine and my supplies to bring back to Malacca...
This post is about the darn pimples that has been appearing more and more on my face and it freaking hurts! I guess I am being troubled by some unfinished business even in my dreams (even in my dreams there is troubles bothering me)...I think I know why...
1. My restless mind does not seem to trust people very well, adding pressure to my brain.
2. I think too much...worry too much (same as no.1).
Why cant I just let it go...let them handle the responsibility a bit...but if nothing is done, I am screwed! I think I should have a backup of some sort...
All this while I have been using this method to sort my worries...
1. Overload my brain with all the problems.
2. Shut it all off by screaming "fak it! fak it!" in my brain. (the more aggressive the better the effect)
3. When everything suddenly becomes calm and quiet...I solve my worries one by one. (This is when I start talking to myself)
Hey, it works for me! But I guess the "F" part wasn't so decent eh? XD
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