Saturday, February 28, 2009
You have done what you can
You have wrote
for almost a month
Finally, it is over
all you can do is pray
I will pray for you hoping you get what you want
(something to do with wishing someone after SPM)
So far our eyes can see
Even better with the gadjets we invent
No matter the land or the sea
It can never reveal the heart's content
Across the desert and up the hill
I travel the world in search of you
Wondeful people there are a few
And among them, there is you
Instead of seperating, we combine the two
The more the merrier, no one's a fool
Happy Chinese New Year my wish to you
Here is a birthday present sincerely for you
(Gave someone a birthday present)
To the person who lightened up my teenage life...
I want you to know the importance of having you in my life
The day I met you,
My life flowered with beautiful petals.
The more I know you, the more I am showered by the kindness of your heart.
The beauty of you,
The finest, slightest action you do,
Inspires my life with wonderful ideas.
You changed me,
to give life and colour my journey discovering the world of a teenager
The hope of having you to bring me
towards the end of my life
lies strong within my heart.
(Emo time I guess xD)
Dinding tembok bukan penghalang
Akan kusampai padamu juga
Diriku kusumpah taat setia
Bulan bintang saksi selamanya.
Bertemu seorang gadis jelita
Budi bahasa setinggi menara
Yang dikejar, rama-rama
Kupula seekor kupu-kupu.
(Holy crap...Malay version also got)
Did this for the process of letting go. Now that I read this back, OMG...since when I talk like that...Haha
Friday, February 27, 2009
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Monday, February 23, 2009
Friday, February 20, 2009
Definitely we humans are not godlike...there are times where you can just brush off the uncomfortable feelings and most of the times you cannot. To be able to do it sometimes is good enough cause you are able to change the atmosphere of your surroundings. That way, your life will be a lot more happier.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Today I went to ask Finance for my tuition fees refund. I paid for my first trimester (I got 3 semesters in a year, therefore, trimester) via self-sponsor. Then I got JPA so they helped me pay back all my tuition fees. So the Uni actually owes me money.
The Finance officer said okay but I need to get a statement from CIMB stating my account number. So, I happily went to CIMB to get my statement. The old guy behind the counter was looking frustrated and kept looking back and forth between his monitor and a sheet of paper. I asked politely for him to give me the statement I need. He asked me to go to the ATM machine to get my account number. Wth? How can I get a statement from an ATM machine?
Nevermind, I went to the ATM machine to try. After browsing through the machine, I found out I cant get a statement from the machine and so I went back to the counter and asked me whether he can show me how to get it. He gave me this shitty look and asked me to stand beside and wait. I waited but I thought to myself, what kind of attitude is that?!
After sometime, I guess he saw me still waiting there, he asked me for my IC with a hmph...I gave him. He spoke rather loudly saying I shouldnt bother him with this thing...I quietly follow what he said copying my account number which I already know into my mobile phone bla bla bla and finally he gave me my statement. I even left the counter with a smile and "thank you, sir". He didnt even say a word...I just kissed that old fart's ass...
Well, this is what I really felt at that time,
Bloody old fart...I FREAKING KNOW MY ACCOUNT NUMBER! ALL I NEED IS FOR YOU TO PRINT A STATEMENT WITH MY NAME AND ACCOUNT NUMBER IN IT, CHOP IT AND MUTHA****ING PUT YOUR SIGNATURE ON IT!
I AM SORRY TO SAY THIS BUT YOUR BANK IS THAT INCOMPETENT ALREADY AND THANKS TO THE WONDERFUL "CUSTOMER SERVICE"...FUCK YOU~~ ..l..
After letting it out, I feel better...seriously what happened to "serving your customers with a smile" and "the customer is always right"....pfft bullshit
Sunday, February 15, 2009
I picked this up back in NS during religious class.
Sometimes I use this phrase to console myself whenever I couldnt get something right...it helps me let go...
But when it comes to "this" particular matter 14 Feb, I couldnt help but ask myself...WHEN?
Impatient...LoL...Just want to know how it feels, you know...
I think I must start to ask myself "How?" to make sure all the conditions that can be fulfilled, I fulfilled first then let the other conditions take their own places.
Friday, February 13, 2009
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Mr Yap from Applied Dynamics showed us a few slides about job as an engineer and the competition.
He highlighted two main points which I think is very ultimately important!
1. Once I graduate, I would have to compete with at least 3100 other Mechanical graduates from all over Malaysia.
2. Most of the job advertisement from companies require a minimum of second upper or 3.3 CGPA.
My mom told me before that if I want a good job I need to be more than just normal but the truth is...how more? What is defined as more?
My CGPA is 3.5 something which is scary cause it is critical. Might drop anytime...
My lecturer also specifically ask us to play less DOTA! Dang...lol...how did he know xD
Got to set my goals straight and make sure I carve my own path instead of being forced down a path I dont want to go through.
Saturday, February 7, 2009
After checking the website again (I checked before but I dont want to believe), I confirmed that my laptop can support a maximum of 2gb only. If I get more than that, it will just go to waste. So, I went back to the shop and got myself 2 pieces of 1gb RAM and ta-daa...I now have my laptop at full performance! The loading speed increase is quite noticable and I am happy with it. The two pieces of RAM cost me RM94. Before new year, they were RM40 each =.=
I think I made a right decision by upgrading now cause I think the price will increase somemore as the demand for DDR 2 RAM will be decreasing. Anyway, 2gigs babeh...syiok!
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Today I realised something...I actually spaced out during lecture. When I gave thought about it, I never did that before during foundation...so why am I doing it now? then I thought about it harder...Oh! I get it! I dont feel the thirst for "A"s like I used to before...I wonder what made me changed. Was it taking a long break or was it exposure to life where all you need was survival skills rather than a degree (National Service). Today I sort of felt the "thirst" again. It's like having drive a BMW for the first time making you feel like never driving any other car again (though I havent drive a BMW before). I think once I manage to find my thirst back, I will be back on track. For the time being I will do my best to make sure I dont flop anymore before I regain my thirst.
My thirst? It's the thirst for "A"s not for knowledge. I want my effort to be acknowledged with "A"s. I am not doing it so that I gain more knowledge. Gaining knowledge is just a side dish like a nice colour to a BMW.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
On the 1st day, the whole family went down to Segamat (my father's side) to see my grandma then came back up back to Kajang before the eclipse (my mom said it was bad to travel during the eclipse...Why? something to do with negative energy and stuff)
2nd day, we had a gathering at my uncle's place somewhere in Semenyih (this time, my mom's side of the family). We had steamboat and I met my super cute but naughty cousin...Later after lunch, my big bro and me went to Kok Leong's house then hopped to Tan's girlfriend's house, then to Sam's house for dinner then back to Kok Leong's house.
3rd day, my friends invited me to Klang so I woke up about 9am and starte my journey from Kajang KTM station to Teluk Gadong where my friend will be waiting for me. The journey took almost 2 hours! O.O By the time I was in Klang, I was tired already...So Ravi picked me up from the station back to his house and met up with Jack then we went to our first destination, Chu Hui's house. After about 30 mins drive I guess, we reached at her house. Loong is there also. Arriving at the front gate there stood a small sized dog. At the sight (or maybe scent) of us, it became restless...Oh yeah, at Kok Leong's house I met his dog also, Rain. Also another hyperactive dog, jumping, sniffing and licking...so, we lepak there for a while and played some cards (gamble) before we went to Pei Lin's house which was about another 30mins drive...OMG I didnt know Klang was this big!
A bit shocked when we reached there...Pei Lin's house was huge~~~ When we arrived, her family was just going out. Wished her family Happy New Year then went in to eat cookies...hehe ^^ Played some cards while watching tv...suddenly I felt very tired...maybe her house was too spacious and comfortable LoL. Watched and tried to learn playing 3 person mahjong but still dont get how to count... Later we went to Bukit Raja Jusco to catch a movie. We decided to watch Red Cliff 2.
Woah I tell you...sibeh syok xD The strategy, the deception, the sacrifice, the determination...Fuh...This is what you call history. Not like our country's =x
Cut short, had dinner then went back.
4th and 5th day, basically rest at home and played DotA with my brother. At home, we played a four player game involving money too...MONOPOLY! haha...
That's it, here are the rest of the eclipse caught on my camera with the help of dark film and my lil bro at the end.
Someone once told me...
A good leader will always be the first person to arrive and the last person to leave.
Try to smile no matter what, cause you never know when your smile could lighten up someone's day as well as it will lighten up mine.
There are two types of leader, "THE EFFECTIVE - result based without considering the procedure" and "THE EFFICIENT - procedure based without considering the results"
Success is not Final and Failure is not Fatal
"If it doesn't kills you, it will only make you stronger"
"CHARGE!!! unless you are dead..."
The medium of transfer is not what matters, it's the value of the content!
This is what I told myself: Bullshit lecturer + Insufficient notes = YOU ARE SCREWED!